Just tell me you don't love me
Tell me you don't feel the same way that I do
Tell me I don't make you smile
Like I do when you walk in the room

You're so hard to let go

Everyday seems so stupid & hollow. It's like waking up feeling nothing. Practically a zombie. I'm kinda thankful that I got diarrhoea because I will be in so much pain to entertain the other 'pain' i'm feeling each day. But UT3s just around the corner & I can't wish to be unwell that long.

& Can you just imagine how pissed I am? I'm always hopeful to receive a text from Him but it's always texts from other people. If you are my close friend atleast it's fine, it is those who don't matter kept texting me & pissing me off !

I'm sorry if I have offended or ignored alot of people.

I'm so pissed with some people texting me ! I do not want to be texted by you guys get it?!!!! Get a life pls & stay away from mine!


Only these people will be entertain.
Bahar, Ivan, Leonard, Shadrina, Rose, Azza & Irin.

If you're name don't appear, stop texting before I smack your face !

I'm love sick again. I had a bad dream again. Woke up feeling very suffocated.
If only I still have you. Waking up everyday will always be a pleasant one.
I stood in front of the window again & kept chanting, "I have to move on" many times. Hope it works one day.

To make my day worst, I'm down with diarrhea also known as diarrhoea. Im feeling damn weak right now. My sis must have passed the virus to me! Should I break fast or just have some rest?

Damn I miss you & I cnt stop thinking of you.

I realised there's nothing else I can do to make you change your mind. So I think I should let you be happy. I shouldn't forced you anymore. Like Ivan said, "Letting go is another way to show you love him, love should'nt be selfish." I think he's right. I promise you I'll try my very best to move on. I wish every happiness to you. May you find your one & only.

I will still look after the baby aloe vera you gave me. It's growing pretty fast :) I will not let it die. Cause that's the only thing living amongst us. Sayonara. I hope we can still be friends.

I'll never forget you.

Hi everyone. This is puppy. I had him since I was 5? Idk what age but I was still a toddler when I had him. It was actually my cousin's. But I refused to returned it when I went to her house. (That's what my mum told me) I need puppy every night. If not, I can't get to sleep. I washed it a couple of days ago. It's clean & it smells good now. But puppy is getting old. See, his pupils are all whote now and there are holes on him. (it's caused by the pin from my pacifier last time) I love you puppy. You'll never leave me right?

I bought this hair colour cos I kind of like the colour. But when I got home, I regretted buying it cos it's actually hard bleach type -.-

I never bleach my hair before & i'm afraid I looked like a weird blonde ! Should I just try it??