Just stop wondering if we were meant to be. Forget about fate and just hold me.

The world I see is perfect now, you're all around.

With you I can breathe.

Isn't this pretty or what? I love the colour and the front of the sports car. Pretty huh, it's the Maserati Grancabrio sport.

A hug would be perfect right now.

For those who have yet to watch Beastly, I recommend you to do so. It's like the BEST romantic fairytale I've ever seen!

It is as fictitious as it can possibly be but the story line is really awesome. It's a lil like Harry Potter meets Twilight ish? Both are my all time favourite movies. Overall, I really love the movie. Thank you for bringing me to watch it.

Movies to die for.

Seems like leaves aren't the only things changing colors this fall.

“You will never be more beautiful or thin or happy than you are right now."

I don't know why I'm posting pictures of my mum but I think she looks really pretty in these photos.

How I wish life can be as beautiful as black and white.

I'm turning 21. I'm turning freaking 21 in a couple of months!

The idea of being officially 21 is totally rad but it got me thinking as well. What have I done for the past 2o yrs of my life? Will there be enough teenage memories for me to keep and reminisce at some point in my life? I've never been a bad kid growing up. I grew up like the proper lady I was made to be. So much so, I thought I was a living the life of a real princess; proper and "dead" life. Basically, I have never done ANYTHING wrong or illegal. Okay maybe a lil evil misdeed every now and then. I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner either. Well I'm just, me.

Here's an outline of my life as of now. All I know is that:

1. I won't be graduating till the end of this year.

2. I have no clue where I will be having my internship.

3. I don't have a boyfriend nor a car license.

My life is pretty much static. It revolves around countless emails, pending articles, going to school, vicious cycle of gaining/losing weight, having late night shift weekend job and cabbing. The only regret I think I will have when I'm in my 20s is looking back and thinking to myself why I was not an anorexic when I was a teenager.

Things I really need to do in life:

1. Save enough money to open my dream cafe.

2. Write "goodbye" letters before I die for all the people that matters.

3. Get my own apartment.

4. Earn lots of bob.

5. Find Mr Right.

Till then.

I'm tired of feeling guilty and horrible because of some people. I'm tired of feeling like everything is just another white lie. I'm tired of feeling like people can't trust me. I'm tired of people judging me and not caring about what makes me happy. I'm tired of feeling jealous. I'm tired of saying hi just to get a gold treatment in return. I'm tired of missing a person knowing there's nothing I can do about it. I'm tired of making the first move to create a conversation, just to let you know that you're still my friend. I'm tired of all this.

Right now all I need is to be away from people. If you can't reach me, I'm sorry but I'll be back. Maybe tomorrow, maybe next month or even next year. Please don't find me because I do not want to see or talk to any of you. Don't text me, don't call me, don't meet me.

Just because it is not easy to make me fall for you does not mean I'm an interesting challenge to take up.

I am alone at a crossroads,
I’m not at home in my own home.
And I’ve tried and tried,
to say what’s on my mind
You should have known.

Now I’m done believing you.
You don’t know what I’m feeling.
I’m more than what
you made of me.
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I’ve gotta find my own.

You should have listened.

I tried. You didn't. I'm done.

A girl, no matter how many times she denies it, will always remember every detail, every moment, every piece of the memories you’ve left her. No matter how much she tries to forget, it will forever be there.

Frolick's Mango flavoured yogurt with Oreo.

Pepperoni pizza from Fish & Chicks.

Magnum White. (Damn nice)

A man can be short and dumpy and getting bald but if he has fire, women will like him. ~Mae West

You never know who you'll encounter along the way. Who knows, maybe fairy tales come true after all.