Overdue pictures.

Gonna sleep now. Gd night ! Going to school tomorrow - 2 weeks in a row w/o absenting myself. So proud of myself !! :)

I painted this colour for school this week. I think the colour is called Teal. I'm not sure?

Anyways, school has been a drag yet fun ! It's rare for me to say so but really my classmates not bad at all. Lots of mysteries to uncover :)

Cabbing has really helped me in getting to school. If not for the comfort I get everyday, most probably I won't be in school.

Still lunching with Shad & Rose. Going home with Bahar Duffi. Talking along the corridors with Ivan. These people are awesome i tell you !!

Regarding my weekend job, I'm super duperly in love with it. Who doesn't? I'm practically selling ice-cream & waffles. & both are my favourites ! If you want to know where I work, send me an FB message yah :) Not gonna disclose too much here.

Alryte I gotta do my RJ now.

Nitey nights you guys :)

Watched Child's Eye with Enriqo, James & Azza at Cathay earlier. The show damn nice la. As usual I'm the only one who screamed. It's 3D, can you imagine the suspense ! haahaha. It's been 3 years since I last seen you guys. It's nice to see old friends :)

I have a weekend job now. Shall be very busy but I will make an effort to blog whenever I have time. So pls do still click on my ads yah. Thanks !

So sad submission closed & I can't send my RJ :(

Have a happy weekend :)

Shall blog when I have time.

I bought this book. I finished reading it in a day ! It's good for those people who got their hearts broken. It helps you to get over your past fast with all the inspiring quotes in there. The first picture is one of the page from the book. I shall upload more quotes along the way to share with you guys :) Btw, I'm so over L now but not having one last time to hug him goodbye will be the only thing that I'll regret for the rest of my life - other than that, I'm coping well.

I lost weight. I'm back to 48kg now :)))

OH NO ! Something sounds funny. . I think it's my TUMMY !

Shouldn't have missed dinner. So much for dieting ! -.-
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There's no more food left ! What to do?!! I'm famished !
A hungry man is an angry man . . . *Chanting*
It's already 2am, I can't have heavy food. . Just something light yet fulling . . Hmm . .

OH ! I know !
Hee . . Gonna have that something which satisfies my hunger ^ . ^

Firstly, I need some ice . . .
(I really love to munch on ice)

Pour in lots of maple syrup on it . . .

TA DA ! Sweetened Ice cubes to munch on !

Mmm . . . So cool & refreshing. Just some maple syrup won't be too fattening right ? :))

Munching on ice is not fattening & it's refreshing but if you on chew ice like popcorn, then it can wear away the enamel on your teeth (which causes cavities) or even crack your teeth.
OUCH ! :(
Probably the craziest thing to consume frequently ! For all you ice munching addicts like me, take note that eating ice is bad for you.

But NOW, there's no need to act like a madman because there is Mister Potato Rice Crips for you to munch on anytime, anywhere !

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I've already tasted the Original and the Sour Cream & Onion Rice Crisps & every crisp is a little taste of heaven.

There are 4 available flavours for you to choose from.

Original, Flame Grilled BBQ, Sour Cream & Onion and also Hot & Spicy.

Grab yours TODAY !

I got job training tomorrow. Hope I get the job. I really need to be so busy & tired so I can sleep peacefully at night. I only slept for 4 hours yesterday due to constant "wake ups" to freaking reality. I'm twisted cause one side of me is telling me that I need to move on the other side I just wanna break down & cry. But seriously it's over & I know that.

I'll remember today. 14.10.10

I didnt go to school for 2 days alrdy. Thank god I didn't go school today as well if not I would have cried infront of my classmates if I saw the status changed. It was Bahar who called me & told me about it. I did text L & he confirmed it. I was really heartbroken but somehow I was a little relieve that it's her. Cause all this while I knew it will be her. A girl's instinct I guess. I don't know what makes him fall for her but I'm sure she's something. Ironically she's Ivan's ex classmate. Ivan told me that she's a nice a person. Good to know that.


I just saw THE post today & it was dated 1st Sept =/ I'm not sure if you are referring to me & viewing my blog since yours is private I'm not sure if its me you're referring to since I can't view the other post unless you invite me to. If it's true that it's me you are referring to, I want you to know that 'll let him go & shall move on so you guys can have a blissful r/s. I just never thought he'll move on SO fast. Guess he's the jerk. I don't blame you cos L really have the charm on girls. And I'm sorry I didn't get to see the post earlier (if it's for me btw). If I know that he's been hitting on you, I shall not blog so many things that might make you doubt him. I guess he no longer loves me so don't worry. And Please be nice to him alright :)

To Leonard Teh Hao Yi & Juyee Ong,

Congrats.


I still nicely offer if he wants to cab with me just now in the morning. Stupid me didn't see this coming today -.-

Seriously can anyone be as brainless as them? I guess these people just don't have any compassion for other people. The new you seems to attract lots of girls. You must be on cloud nine now. All the attention on you baby. Your 'just friends' will be your gf someday. Good luck with that. I just hope karma does not visit you anytime soon. For now, all I want is for you to enjoy what you have. Cos karma is a bitch when you are a bitch.

LEONARD TEH is SINGLE now. You girls can have him now :) hah.

Just to let you know, the reason why I actually did not want people to know that we dated again the other time & put our status as single because of those friends of yours. I know clearly they hated me & practically thought that I wasn't good enough for you. I do not want to tell you this because they are your friends & you will just think I'm overreacting. But you just don't know anything about them. I'm constantly judged & ridiculed if they know I'm your gf. And when I'm not, they gonna celebrate your freedom. I'm not expecting you to understand how I've felt all this while though.

My attempt of not bumping into L was going well till I turned around & saw him walking on the same path with me otw home. I had mixed feelings then. I was elated when I saw him right infront of my very eyes after so long but on the other hand, I was afraid. I'm afraid my presence will ruin his mood. I wanted to approach him to say hi & walk home together but the very moment I thought of just standing beside him once again made me cry. So I just went home. L look so cute just now. His hair got darker & I think he lost some weight. If only I could hug him again =/

As for sch, I rather not talk about it.

OMG ! School starts on TUES !!!!!!!!! SHIT !

I don't wish to see certain people around in school esp L because for sure he'll have some girl walking with him. Typical -.- I'm gonna look for weekend jobs soon once school starts. Hope my class is a good one. I'm gonna start losing more weight. Brisk walking evry Sun. I can't jog or run cause my back will hurt so brisk walking then. Why isn't dearest kaibigan in the same class as me ? :(

All I want is for you to put your hand into mine.

I love you.

I wanted to blog the song I cover by Bruno Mars but the format must change I think?
Dunno how :(

I've changed my blog song again. Sabrina is one AMAZING singer ! She did lots of awesome covers.

I painted my nails lime green & put a bow on my left thumb. Nice? (pardon my unprofessional nail painting skill & there's like nail paint on my skin -.-) The bow actually GLOWS in the DARK ! cool shit huh :))

I've found a new therapy for my aching heart.

Good to know you've finally found someone of your type. May you be happy.

I got this fear. If someone is staring at me even w/o me knowing so, my legs will start to decelerate and will be hard to move esp when I'm walking. That's why I hate being stared at.

This picture I was trying to be boy-ish

Had a family chalet to celebrate Ilham's birthday.