2012 is around the corner. I'm more afraid than excited to usher in the New Year. Too many uncertainties, too many expectations. One day you're in love, the next day you're not. One day you have a job, the next day you don't. One day you have everything in the world, the next day you lose them all. I don't know what my future will be like. Hope my life would be much sweeter.

Here's to a better future.

Got Love figurines for Christmas present after our lunch date with Bahar. Sorry it wasn't a surprise gift or whatsoever. Been busy and I didn't have time to get you a Christmas gift beforehand. You know you love me still right? :D

Had lunch date with my dearest BFF, Bahar & Love at Seoul Garden. Been a long time since we have seen each other. Missing her already.

My Baked Rice i had at Breko Cafe @ Holland V.

Had an awesome Christmas dinner at Holland Village with Becca.

Had our usual gossip updates as well :D

Christmas present from Becca.

My Secret Santa gift to a colleague of mine, Amudi.

Christmas present from Marketing Director, Wilfred.

Christmas present from Love.

Merry Belated Christmas! Let the pictures tell the story.

You're not my type so no hard feelings,

Thank You & Goodnight.

Anthea and I

Wendy & Wilfred

Went to Wilfred's wedding last Saturday with my colleagues at Amara Resort Hotel, Sentosa. My first time attending a Chinese wedding. It was a great experience. Best wishes and congratulations to Wendy and Wilfred. They'll be heading to London for their honeymoon :)

Hi! Meet Oreo, the lil hamster. She's damn cute I swear. Funny how I actually agreed to this when I actually hate and am scared of any animals especially those with fur. Bought this lil cutie with love and he suggested to call her Oreo, I wanted it to be Cookies& Cream but I kinda agreed with him that it was too long plus, people might think there are 2 hamsters instead.

I swear she's really cute.

In silence, I weep as I hope there'll be more to life than just this. Being grateful is one thing, being ambitious is another. All I want is for my dreams to come true and to live life effortlessly each day with no stress, no tension, no struggles and no worries.

Here's to the future, Cheers!

Watched New Year's Eve with love on a Friday. Yup, we didn't watch it on New Year's eve itself cos apparently the show was already showing. It was an awesome show nevertheless. I just love it when many great Hollywood actresses and actors are in one huge ass movie. Even Alyssa Milano(Phoebe from Charmed) had a lil role in the movie. Do watch it! :D

Face your fears and the rewards can be profound. You can discover the true depth of a relationship. Or what you're capable of withstanding. The problem is, the more you gain, the more you stand to lose.

I find shelter in this place.

Under cover, hide away.

Boys don't realize how much one little thing can upset a girl.

And I love you more than I did before.

If today I don't see your face, nothing's changed and no one can take your place.

It gets harder everyday.

But if you ask me, I will stay.

"If you can't get rid of the skeleton in your closet, you'd best teach it to dance."

- George Bernard Shaw

In a situation where you feel like a nobody, you go all out to prove your worth.

In a situation where you long for attention, you try to find it from someone else.

In a situation where you are able to reminisce on the past, you wished you had a go with that someone you have once dated before instead.

In situation where emotions fills you up like carbonated bottle drink ready to pop, all you can think about is revenge & regrets. And this my friend, will the downfall of us all.

-Irish

I will always be 2 steps faster than you.

Like a memory, I'll come when you think of me.

Like a memory, I'll die out to leave you in peace.

-Irish

This one's for you.

I love the way you smile, awkwardly.

I love the way you run your fingers through my hair, gently.

I love the way you tease me, playfully.

I love the way your eyes pierce into mine, passionately.

I love the way you hold my hand, tightly.

I love the way you kiss me on my forehead, tenderly.

I love the way you hug me, oh so warmly.

I love all the little things that you do and I will always be by your side, faithfully.

No matter what they say, always know that I believe in you.

Happy Birthday, my Love.

-Irish

Hoping to meet you shortly again and make our absence sweet.

Wherever you are, please be safe.

Cheers to the freaking weekend.

He'll be out of town tomorrow. I'll miss you.

Need to blog. . .

We didn't see eye to eye.

All we cared about was settling the scores.

In spite of this, you’re here.

I’m glad we met by the train station where the unlikely happens.

And without you, we will never be.

From just a bet, you want me to be your last mistake.

Now, that is all I wish for.

But you will never be what you wish you’ll be.

That’s the one thing that makes you real.

We are perfect in many ways.

Our hearts sync as we sing to this.

You are the only one who can make me feel so complete.

For this, we made a pact to remain this way.

Nothing more, nothing less, just us.

Now I looking for a sign, maybe we were meant to be.

I never thought we’ll come to this.

Decisions to be made between taking a leap of hope.

Or just lie our way through this.

Inspite of all this, you’re still here.

You know everything that is on my mind.

So, why don’t you tell me?

But then again, maybe the one up there purposely chanced us to meet when this chaos was in full swing.

Perhaps we are something we've yet to find out.

All I know now is you’re here for me like no one has.

And I’m going to appreciate it for as long as I breathe.

- Irish

Don’t say I don’t miss the way we were.I thought nothing could tear us apart.
Why do you have to sabotage our love and leave me with a broken heart?

It’s far beyond a breakup. Kiss and make up.

Don't say that word unless you mean it.

Some things die and it won't come back.

Don't say that word if you don't believe it.

There's no time for that, i'll be gone.

Disfigure the outside to show how ruined I am.There's no pain and no pleasure when you're too numb to feel. Inspite of me, you're here. I'm thankful for what I have now, my dear friends and you.

Smiling doesn't mean I'm happy. I smile cos it's just what I do all the time.

Frustrate me, complicate me.

Make it harder than it needs to be.

But the things that you do and the things that you say,

It makes me wanna stay.

Poison and wine.

You know I love you.