Anterograde amnesia is a loss of the ability to create new memories after the event that caused the amnesia, leading to a partial or complete inability to recall the recent past, while long term memories from before the event remain intact. Anterograde amnesia and retrograde amnesia where memories created prior to the event are lost, can occur together in the same patient. To a large degree, anterograde amnesia remains a mysterious ailment because the precise mechanism of storing memories is not yet well-understood, although it is known which regions of the brain are involved.

I need this to happen to me PRONTO.

What I found out today really broke my heart. I know you think like I have no rights to be angry or what but I didn't expect you to lie. Seriously, IF you have a change of heart, just tell me. Just don't go about saying we're not meant to be bullshit pls.

When guy falls for a girl, he'll promise her the world.
He'll say, " You are the best thing that has ever happen to me"
He'll hold her hand, giving her the kind of security she yearn for.
He will apologize & asked for her forgiveness when there's a problem.
And a girl, will usually forgive.

But when he no longer cares for her, he will turned into the meanest person.
He will not consider her feelings, even if she is totally hurt.
He will get rid of her asap.
He will start doing things that she hates.
Even if the girl beg for him to come back, he'll just say "Nothing will change my mind".

So when a guy said he loves you, he don't really mean it.
I know alot of guys will say not ALL the guys are the same but the fact is that, they all are. Somewhere deep inside them lies the meanest person you'll ever know.

Took pictures before heading to JB.

At the restaurant

I had food in my mouth.

Went to break fast at JB the other day. I ate alot. It was like a buffet setting. I stuffed my face with alot of fooood.

Not gonna accept any FB request from guys unless I know them. Most probably gonna shut my FB soon.

Delete ! Delete ! Delete !

Here are my classes for UT 3. Hope to be in the same class with atleast one person that I know of.

W24P, W34C, E25C, W34H, W24R

Classes are arranged chronologically.

But it was different this time.
These feelings no matter how hard i tried, i couldn't hide.
I had feelings for him, and I actually wanted to be his.
If anybody said I didn't love you, baby they lied.

-taken from love quote.

I want my ice-cream man pls :(

I love both of you woof woofs :)

Finally after what seems like a thousand year, I did some shopping with my family today. But it's for Hari Raya so I did not enjoy it much. But all the shopping for Hari Raya is done except for my high heels. I do not know if I should be wearing one cause I'm afraid the swelling will return. But who cares anyways?

Most probably going JB tomorrow. Should I fast?

& I got this huge bite on my left hand. I'm not sure if a mosquito bit me or some other insects cause it is huge and kinda yellow-ish colour? Very pain :(



I miss you still.

I've been doing nothing much during this holidays but just to eat, be depressed & watch lots of movies online that I have yet to watch. It was a few days back when I watched the above movies. I loved it so much. P.S. I Love You is so touching. What the guy did for her wife even after he died was so sweet. He's so fluffy ! Whereas Leap Years is a romantic forever ever after kind of story. The male actor was damn sweet too. I hope happy ending happens to me soon. *kinda need that to happen asap.

And Thanks Shad for all the movies you gave me. It really helped me pass the day better.

I have nothing to blog nowadays. Sorry. Will update soon yah.

I want to be left alone. Like literally alone with no friends at all. Bahar is happy, Ivan is happy, everyone is happy. I don't want to trouble people with my troubles. I am sorry you guys(friends) if i'm not replying text(s) on FB or SMSes from you guys anymore from now on.

I'm just being Irish. Please don't hate me for doing so. Please don't judge me for what I've become.

I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there,please don't let me die
But I can't live forever,I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost

- Calender girl, a song by Stars

I'm doing my best not to show it. I know everything will be fine, just me myself & time.

So it's the fasting month but I don't feel like fasting. So i'm gonna gain 10 000 pounds ! Snacking on chocolatey stuffs till my throat hurts. And I've not been sleeping early and hence the puffy eye with the eyebags all.

Today's interview sucks & I may not look for another job. I don't need one at the moment anyways.

Please click on my ads if there's any yah.
Thanks !

Madly in love with the blings ! This is another dream guitar to me !

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

I am so craving for this right now ! :(
I tried goggling for the picture & I can only find this picture. I want the one with more pink than green colour !

My dream guitar. I love the colour so much !

Hot !

I feel like deleting my Facebook acct. Not really into social networking.

It's upsetting to know that the true love don't exist. And that sacrifices do not exist even to lovers. Where religion plays a big part in choosing your life partner. But even if true love does exist, it will never happen to unlucky people.

For those of you out there who are in a relationship, treasure your partner every second because you do not know what may happen in the future.

xoxo

Hope is itself a species of happiness, and, perhaps, the chief happiness which this world affords: but, like all other pleasures immoderately enjoyed, the excesses of hope must be expiated by pain; and expectations improperly indulged must end in disappointment. - Samuel Johnson

I do not understand why you did what you did but I'm disappointed. I shall not ruin anyone's mood with my insanity.

SO many things to do & I'm so lazy !!!

I Love this picture eventhough my eyes are kinda weird here plus my barely there brows. HEHE. This picture makes me laugh non stop yesterday. So I guess I should upload this in my blog so you guys can have a laugh too !

Just had my evening bath. See my super act cute Nemo & Dory towel. HEHE.
Have a good day people. Wish mine would be better :(
Feeling a lil sick-ish. But now just runny nose. Will start fasting on Tuesday !

What should I paint on my wall this year? (*See the butterflies on my wall in the pics) I want topaint something else. Been there too long already.

Get well soon Leonard !! :)

Today went to watch Salt with E45A classmates. Not all of them but just 4. Haikal, Ivan, Mell & Cyrus. The movie had many unexpected scenes. It's somewhat comedy-ish to me. But I love how fierce Angelina Jolie is in the movie. Hot !

Paper crane made by Ivan :)

Chocolates from Shadrina :)

YEAH ! Today is the last day for Year 2 sem 1 ! Freedom is officially mine. LOL !
Gonna start fasting this Monday & shed all the fats away. Hope to be in the same class as Eugene next semester too. I'm gonna create a to do list for this holiday. Gonna study for UT 3 soon.

Ms Bee my Visual Comms faci said this in my RJ : You have been crowned Research Queen in my mind for your ability to find unique points for your team. This skill will allow you to be an asset wherever you go. Keep it up and all the best.

Hehe sorry to boast about this but this is the first time someone said such things about me. I'm utterly touched. Anyways my hair is so damn long now. SO happy ! Love love long hair.

Yet another birthday present from SHADRINA !! Yeah !

Hehehe. Just kidding ! It's not my birthday but Shad is so sweet ! She always gives us presents. Just now she gave me Gummy candies and the pink note ! THANK YOU SO MUCH !

Well me being a sweet BFF, Leon & Me went to get Bahar Duffi her advance Birthday present. We got her a beige-ish colour GUESS wallet & ordered sticky candies for her !

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY DUFFI !


XOXO,
Irish :)

Went to ION to purchase something. I hate the weather man. If I'm a president of a country, I will shelter the whole country with a protective shield from the blazing SUN. Really can't stand the heat.

Happy Fasting Muslims !

OVER DUE PICTURES, i think?

Dear Bahar Duffi,

It's been awhile since we've seen each other which is atrocious ! We need to share storis about each others life pronto. Hope you are doing well dear friend. Salam ! Shall see you during the holidays.