I'm tired of feeling guilty and horrible because of some people. I'm tired of feeling like everything is just another white lie. I'm tired of feeling like people can't trust me. I'm tired of people judging me and not caring about what makes me happy. I'm tired of feeling jealous. I'm tired of saying hi just to get a gold treatment in return. I'm tired of missing a person knowing there's nothing I can do about it. I'm tired of making the first move to create a conversation, just to let you know that you're still my friend. I'm tired of all this.
Right now all I need is to be away from people. If you can't reach me, I'm sorry but I'll be back. Maybe tomorrow, maybe next month or even next year. Please don't find me because I do not want to see or talk to any of you. Don't text me, don't call me, don't meet me.