My attempt of not bumping into L was going well till I turned around & saw him walking on the same path with me otw home. I had mixed feelings then. I was elated when I saw him right infront of my very eyes after so long but on the other hand, I was afraid. I'm afraid my presence will ruin his mood. I wanted to approach him to say hi & walk home together but the very moment I thought of just standing beside him once again made me cry. So I just went home. L look so cute just now. His hair got darker & I think he lost some weight. If only I could hug him again =/

As for sch, I rather not talk about it.