I'm getting fairer & fatter because I never go out during the holidays except for house visits & UTs. I want to go out some days but I don't have the mood. I don't wish to see couples everywhere. It's kind of depressing. 3 more days & I'm gonna be 20. Old lady already :(
Not gonna celebrate any of my upcoming birthday(s) anymore. I don't have to be happy knowing that I getting older each year. There's nothing to look forward to anyways.

I also want to post about my bf this la my bf that in my blog like other people who are in love :( Seriously ****, you suck. You rather think of your own well being. Why do I still miss you?