Everyday seems so stupid & hollow. It's like waking up feeling nothing. Practically a zombie. I'm kinda thankful that I got diarrhoea because I will be in so much pain to entertain the other 'pain' i'm feeling each day. But UT3s just around the corner & I can't wish to be unwell that long.

& Can you just imagine how pissed I am? I'm always hopeful to receive a text from Him but it's always texts from other people. If you are my close friend atleast it's fine, it is those who don't matter kept texting me & pissing me off !

I'm sorry if I have offended or ignored alot of people.